my story
i help people come home to their hearts.
meet kiki
⟣ guide ⬩ channeler ⬩ author ⟢
darling beauty, U r welcome heer.
there iz… there haz been… there allwayz wuz a time-place where the werld beneath my feet opens and i am swallowed wholly. down to a place of molten lava, of demons, bitches, beasts, of my wurst fears coming true, of my most terrifying nightmares becoming a lived reality.
this place-time comes many moonz ago now, and yet it iz-wuz in this place, these dumpster fires, these (metaphorical) burning alives, these incinerationz, that the Spirit of Who I Am comes to Life. itz heer, after my many deaths, where i realize itz allwayz been me.
HOW IT ALL BEGINS
down in the shitz.
once upon a yester-year i launch into the underworld of my own heroine’s journey. nay… odyssey. itz heer, on my heroine’s odyssey, that i am invited (cough cough 🫥) to participate in my own “unfolding”. these r all pretty werds to sum up wut r the gnarliest experiences of my life. imagine the phoenix, put her in a dumpster, add 13 gallonz of fuel, light that fuckery on fire and enter the shitstorm.
this, the process of the phoenix: a burning alive that boils yer marrow frum the inside out. first the feathers go ~ it smells exactly like u might think ~ and then the bonez’n’bits r the last to turn to ash. heer in this burning alive, down in that smouldering pile of ash, i come to know my Self again. heer, after i’m turned inside-out, i find my way home. heer, where therez nothing left, i learn: I Am My Own.
healing thru the ages
’18
then
dropped into deep-deeps via my dads suicide death. trauma. ptsd. therapy: a thorough healing and releasing my Self frum the past, this history i have been carrying. romantic relationship. reaching fer a better way thru Life. many learning, much pain still unravelling, the losses are uncountable. doing my very best to hold it me all together. the “healing” continuez…
’21
there
reeling thru a void, an existential abyss, after the ending of a romantic relationship, i launch into the darkest suicidal places i have ever been. i face-feel-and-move-beyond my fears, old emotions, stories, beliefs, and re-member my Self home. i discover the Who of Who I Am and emerge wholly me: alive and fully present in my Life. kiki iz heer, at last. victory.
’24
now
i embody the Spirit of Who I Am. i live in alignment with my inner wise knower and She iz taking me on a werld tour, living on foreign landz, creating a Life of our dreamz. i get to create the Life my heart yearnz for each day, free frum the shackles of my past, free frum the limitations of Who I had been. i feel alive and am finally free in this l-i-v-i-n season. #fuck #yes
get to know me
fav place to visit
the ocean
fav way to play
road trips with palz
my birth chart
☉ taurus, ☾ taurus,
↑ capricorn
secret talent
folding fitted sheetz
i’d spend my whole paycheck on
boots and firewerx
coffee order
nay! chai please
my happy place
the inner well-spring who Iz Me
my pleasures
laughing, puppers, dancing
forever on repeat
ecstatic dance dj sets
currently reading
the alchemist
there iz…
there haz been…
there allwayz wuz a time-place where U iz the answer. could u imagine that this time-place iz heer, now? darling One, U r yer Own Way forwerd. U r yer healing. U iz the way thru. U r yer own answered prayers. U r yer future. darling One, itz allwayz been U.
curious about the miraculous come along!
freedom to be alive and fully present in yer Life, guided by that internal well-spring of wisdom who Iz U.
darling beauty, will you imagine fer yer Self the wayz of Life, of l-i-v-i-n, that have been seeded in yer heart. will you allow the crack in yer foundation, a slit in the silt to begin tilling The Soils of U. heer, is where u plant yer seeds: of hope, of yearning, this holi longing for the unfolding Beauty who Iz U. heer, frum this place, this holi Divine Place, you find yer Self unfolding Into Yer Own.
a once in a life time dream
u: eternally unique
dive
Be U ⟢ yer heart iz calling. dive deep into yer heart and get to know yer Self in this 6 week 1-1 guided program. imagine Life in full color and live frum the wisdom who Iz U.
dream
dream Wild ⟢ let yer dreamz live. learn how to live yer dreamz out loud in this 6 week guided group program. create yer next heart-full adventure and live with Wild abandon.
elevate
allow magic ⟢ elevate yer heart wholly during intimate 1-1 sessions, with channeled messages frum the council of elders. relax into yer heart in this profound and uplifting space.
i believe…
001.
u r capable
darling One, do not be fooled, u r capable. the magic heer iz this: the journey into yer Wild Unknown iz unique to U. this iz where the fun unfolds az u listen for, hear, and follow yer Own Way forwerd. u’ll come to see-feel-know the brilliance of Life moving thru U.
002.
u r worthy
routines. adulting “life”. stress. repeating, habitual patterns. living on auto-pilot. feeling stuck, uninspired, deflated, defeated, sad, bored. this is not living. you are werthy of joy, lightness, ease, and living frum that internal well-spring of wisdom who Iz U. everyday.
003.
u r enough
u r enough exactly as u r right now. there is no more “out there”. this, darling One, is an inside journey. U have what you need. adventure inwards, enter the Wild Unknown, welcome yer Self home, and become the living dream. yer heart iz calling: itz time.